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Wow, its been a while since posted something interesting in this blog. I guess my life isn’t that interesting anymore. It’s not that worth living for. Except that I found some good booze in my friends place, a Johnnie Walker Black Label and a Blue Label. Since i’m the only one here, I got no one that I can share these booze. Johnnie (the whiskey) and I are been hanging out for a while. We’ve been together all day, talking to a whiskey bottle. LOL! I guess I was that drunk to talk to a friggin whiskey bottle. We’ll I’m not an alcoholic or anything, It’s just that most of the times I get lazy to cook my breakfast or lunch. I often eat breakfast and lunch. So what I’m doing is drink a pint or two of the booze and whala, I’m knocked out.

Another thing, I’ve been spending all my savings to fill my car with fuel, Goin up and down to Tagaytay like crazy, well that is im not drunk or anything. Tagaytay is a place here in Philippines that has a good scenery that you can see a volcano surrounded by a lake. It’s quite a view, but these past few days, its all been freaking foggy, and going there and being back here is difficult, because of the freaking fog all over the place. Imagine, if there is no fog and the traffic is well, i can be there in as fast as, more or less 15 min (30 kms) but if there’s these fog, it would take me 30-40 min. So, what am i doing there all alone? Grabbing cup of White Chocolate Mocha and spend hourso f thinking about my freaking life, on why it is so fucking messed up. I know its all my fault, but do i deserve all these? And I’m doing all I can, but seems nothing is fucking enough. *sighing* anyway it’s not really any part of your business right? And I’ts just me. Who cares. (some “Maybe”)

Anyway, I think I have to be somewhere else. Bye.

For them: (Will ‘they’ read this? I guess not)

• I wish you don’t have to go. Because, It’s just you who understands all that I’m going through.
• I wish you just forget about work for a while and talk to me, you don’t know how much you make me happy when you keep telling me that I’m special to you, even though I don’t know if it’s real.
• Sorry if I’m being to harsh to you. If I keep on pushing you away. I just don’t wanna give you anymore problems/burdens/Me.

For Everybody:

• Sorry for Being So Stupid.

Mood: Sad Music: Jinn - Someday

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